“I saw a sign…”

Dear Diary,
I am still in my car. A turn of events has me still in here. Well, I saw a sign… the big ass vision board that I have posted up in my storage. I’ve seen it many times because it’s posted up right at the door, but for some reason, it spoke to me differently today. Just when I felt like I was at my lowest, this simple reminder lifted me up and now everything has changed.
“I didn’t come this far to come this far”

Oh no, I didn’t!

I’m not going to let the pandemic, the cold, the hunger, the loneliness, the discomfort, the fear, or the unknown stop me from living my dreams. Albeit, living in my car was not the dream per se… it’s merely a stepping stone towards the right direction. I must keep going, onwards and upwards. I’ve barely scratched the surface.
My dream is to have the freedom to travel wherever I want, whenever I want, and have the financial independence to enjoy life and not be stuck in a hamster wheel of working to survive. I want to live!!
I want to wake up one morning, and go back to fucking sleep, just because I can. I want to lay out and tan next to a river for hours, while listening to chillhop and reading a book. I want to drive to small towns and through other countries to meet locals and learn about their way of life. I want to drive to the mountains at night to dance under the Big Dipper. Wild and free.
Ok, let’s do this! The adventure continues! Today, I’ve decided to go camping for the first time, because I can! Mmmm, that feels good. I’m about to see if I can order some camping gear, or find a deal somewhere. And away we go!

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