Dear Diary,
Today is the day.
Today is the day.
The apartment is empty, and I’m looking out of the windows, at the view I’ve grown to love for the last 4 years. It feels surreal. This is it. No more sunsets from this view. So many memories. This place was good to me and my daughter. I’ll miss you.
As I’m walking down the hallway to return my keys, I’m flooded with so many thoughts. The virus, new beginnings, new… oh yeah, NEW YEAR… my bday is coming up in 4 days!! It’s a great thing to be excited about, but the truth is, there’s so much going on right now, I don’t really have much time to enjoy it. See, this virus has completely turned into a pandemic, and the world is shutting down. They’re now banning any groups larger than 50 (and 10 in some cases), restaurants are closing, stores are closing, people are losing work… and I think it’s only a matter of time before I’m next. I’m spiraling, and trying to keep it together at the same time. I had no plan, may possibly lose my job, nowhere to go… and it all happened so suddenly.
The good thing about all of this, is that my daughter will be safe and comfortable living with my sister, since she works from home. They’ll be in quarantine together, until I figure this out.
The good thing about all of this, is that my daughter will be safe and comfortable living with my sister, since she works from home. They’ll be in quarantine together, until I figure this out.
I know that everything will be fine… I just need it to all be fine like, by tomorrow, hahaha.
Closing the door on this chapter, a new door awaits…
Closing the door on this chapter, a new door awaits…
You truly inspire me. Your literally a ball of light to meš
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Hi nat I’m going thru a struggle I lost my grandson in January an lost my sister in March all this year I’m really struggling with myself my heart hurts so bad own top I lost my dad an brother too cancer which leaves only me my mother last child I have my kids but I feel so all lone for years I Icommitted my self too taking care of my grandson the day he was born cause he has lot serious health in life that lead too his death now that pass I have no life really no friends no body serious own top I struggling with my own health problems so many things own my mind I just need a genuine friend an I been following you for min not saying you know everything but some people can relate too life an understanding its so much but if you find time reach me please if not I understand I don’t have money but I do have love in heart people I just need someone too talk too I’m not looking for sympathy I just need someone too listen how do I go living life without my family I’m really struggling I try not show in front my mother cause I don’t want her worry about me she all I have left beside my kids I hope too hear from you I know you’re busy